Diary: El Cajón de Grecia, October, 2016

Originally posted on Just Costa Rica:
The rainy season here is drawing to a close, another couple of weeks. That’s the change of  seasons we experience here. Mid-November the trade winds pick up and blow away the rain. The weather will be warm and dry (and at times very windy) for six months, until the rainy season begins again in late April. We like the rainy season, everything is green and lush, the mornings almost always warm and sunny. But it’s just like living up north: no matter how much you look forward to each season, you’re always glad as… Continue reading Diary: El Cajón de Grecia, October, 2016

The box

When I look into her eyes, she’s sad and heartbroken. she was torn-out pieces trying to put herself together to impress the outsider, her eyes are blank but she tried to paint them green and put a sparkle into them. I said I want to love you for something different I don’t want to love you because you’ve got a good personality or natural beauty neither because your eyes are shining nor your smile motivates people’s day. I want to love you for something others can’t describe. I don’t know where you went, but let my tear fufill your empty … Continue reading The box

Typical Saturday,order pizza , sit and try to puke.  (but can’t anymore)

Look, I have nothing to enjoy in life so I decided to go with food but then I remember I have eating disorder. you bad bitches. I’m so confused I don’t know which comes first , depression lead to abnormal eating habit or mindfuck tuck in brings my depressed bitch back. The worst things is I can’t say I’m anorexic cause I’m on binging period and excuse me for saying this, but I look so fucking overweigh, (me trying my best to ignore the F word, dangerous word). If I said hey I’m ana they gonna be like ‘but erm, you … Continue reading Typical Saturday,order pizza , sit and try to puke.  (but can’t anymore)