I Need To Tell You
Originally posted on I'm Sick and So Are You:
One day, lamenting the fact that my hands were in so much pain I could not finish coloring a page in my snazzy new adult coloring book, I was met… Continue reading I Need To Tell You
Diary: El Cajón de Grecia, October, 2016
Originally posted on Just Costa Rica:
The rainy season here is drawing to a close, another couple of weeks. That’s the change of seasons we experience here. Mid-November the trade winds pick up and blow away the rain. The weather will be warm and dry (and at times very windy) for six months, until the rainy season begins again in late April. We like the rainy season, everything is green and lush, the mornings almost always warm and sunny. But it’s just like living up north: no matter how much you look forward to each season, you’re always glad as… Continue reading Diary: El Cajón de Grecia, October, 2016
Silent Scream
forever frozen– that word outspoken, the piercing of a hazy dream– a quiet torture, a blazing scorcher– an everlasting silent scream Source: Silent Scream Continue reading Silent Scream
The box
When I look into her eyes, she’s sad and heartbroken. she was torn-out pieces trying to put herself together to impress the outsider, her eyes are blank but she tried to paint them green and put a sparkle into them. I said I want to love you for something different I don’t want to love you because you’ve got a good personality or natural beauty neither because your eyes are shining nor your smile motivates people’s day. I want to love you for something others can’t describe. I don’t know where you went, but let my tear fufill your empty … Continue reading The box
…ten things i hate about you
Originally posted on Depressed Diva:
you tell me to come to your party/event/thing because it will ‘cheer me up’ because decades of therapy and pills have failed. but your barbecue might just do the trick. you tell me i can… Continue reading …ten things i hate about you
Typical Saturday,order pizza , sit and try to puke. (but can’t anymore)
Look, I have nothing to enjoy in life so I decided to go with food but then I remember I have eating disorder. you bad bitches. I’m so confused I don’t know which comes first , depression lead to abnormal eating habit or mindfuck tuck in brings my depressed bitch back. The worst things is I can’t say I’m anorexic cause I’m on binging period and excuse me for saying this, but I look so fucking overweigh, (me trying my best to ignore the F word, dangerous word). If I said hey I’m ana they gonna be like ‘but erm, you … Continue reading Typical Saturday,order pizza , sit and try to puke. (but can’t anymore)
Hang
keep hanging on the wall will my soul finds happiness when body ends should my skeleton drys , if feeling run through my vein do you find my emptiness alluring don’t you want to try using our … Continue reading Hang
