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The box

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When I look into her eyes, she’s sad and heartbroken. she was torn-out pieces trying to put herself together to impress the outsider, her eyes are blank but she tried to paint them green and put a sparkle into them. I said I want to love you for something different I don’t want to love you because you’ve got a good personality or natural beauty neither because your eyes are shining nor your smile motivates people’s day. I want to love you for something others can’t describe. I don’t know where you went, but let my tear fufill your empty … Continue reading The box

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Typical Saturday,order pizza , sit and try to puke.  (but can’t anymore)

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Look, I have nothing to enjoy in life so I decided to go with food but then I remember I have eating disorder. you bad bitches. I’m so confused I don’t know which comes first , depression lead to abnormal eating habit or mindfuck tuck in brings my depressed bitch back. The worst things is I can’t say I’m anorexic cause I’m on binging period and excuse me for saying this, but I look so fucking overweigh, (me trying my best to ignore the F word, dangerous word). If I said hey I’m ana they gonna be like ‘but erm, you … Continue reading Typical Saturday,order pizza , sit and try to puke.  (but can’t anymore)